[possibly, probability]
From Daniel Anizon's "Russia, Voyages"
III. Monument [Norilsk, 1995]
Which paints a soldier
whose experience
was unfathomable
fatigue of frozenness
an internal light
where alone
along the road
full with
cloud refracted mist
covers a
rise distance
the meaning of which
building or
mountain
matches itself alone.
V. Puddle [Riga, 1993]
Another time
it was something
a bit of burrow
not a turn from the wildness
but a form
of escape.
VII. [Transiberian, 1993]
Darkness reads as
fear from possibility.
Resistance makes it so.
::
A spectacle of power :: ::
&
culpability, a long
arm checking out
breath strokes
or if indeed there be
breath at all, misty
upon this half-
closed surface, a window
teased by shade. Wind
or simply landscape
the margin -- what only
seen and what,
merely.
IX. Glance [Mourmansk, 1994]
A still life
on a platform which moves
is seen two ways and
a third—walking
alongside. Rare after
consideration. In
these times. And which
times are those?
XI. Asylum [Astrakhan, 1994]
Shall I turn with you there, behind the
double of centuries and methods of travel.
Belied by the seamless continuity of
sameness—toiling the view—the
objective and imagined image projected,
not onto film. Quite possibly the rediscoverable
you, culpable, required to reconsider
your errors, though truly, they hardly
affected anyone but you.
XII. Dusk [Norilsk, 1995]
The others have gone on enticed, no, entreated
by a whitewash, a building, entering
here <--><-->, leaves you
and our considerations behind. It has
enabled them to forget the culpability
they felt detached from, to begin with.
They come this time better dressed, well,
maybe not better, but more of them is
covered. Evoking from the spectators
a feeling of what’s appropriate,
though no one has clearly stated, at
least not here, what isn’t. For
their sake we can say we agree on its
usefulness, wearing what makes sense
in any weather at each hour, like those
creatures, who even in the straightest
of circumstances, conduct their business
efficiently. A veritable map of productivity.
It is good of them to find you, to surprise
you by coming close, taking their time
staring at you before they turn their
heads awry to the next thing that sounds
like movement or threat.
XIII. Shelter [Mourmansk, 1994]
It can be drawn, the lines between you
and the creature and the next possibility,
your exclusion -- which too, is a point
on the outline of what turns out to be
a lovely little frame. The lines suggest
continuance, not infinity . . . , though
the moment will infinitely repeat. Endowed
with ideas. Of shelter, and the promise,
of walking away from it all. To where?
For them and us too, exile means death,
at least the constant vibration of teeth
chattering (with which it it difficult
to get anything accomplished, or to relax
enough to go to the bathroom).
XV. Vignette [Mourmansk, 1994]
Better not to hold your breath—the
position could be and probably is, a permanent
one, at least in the way you replicate
it adeptly in almost every circumstance
into which you are placed and the ones
into which you place yourself, the difference
is that of standing or walking, not destination.
Maimed or not, your luggage will greet
you at the baggage claim, that semaphore
of times.
XVII. Commerce [Mourmansk, 1994]
It’s hard to say if the hardship
justifies anything but itself—the
iconography is indelible and I carry it
with me, each day like a child with her
dolls, taking them out and spreading them
over the braided rug. Then placing them
back into the marked containers, each time
my errors differ just enough to place you
in a continual position of doubt. I’d
go so far as to say, mistrust—see
how far behind me you walk or how much
in front when darkness overwhelms you and
you no longer remember what it was I actually
said....
XIX. Mirror [Mourmansk, 1994]
That the houses emit a warm yellow glow.
The possibility of storm both obscures
the one light and offers back another.
There are different forms, at least two,
you could argue a third, the one not
so enclosed, more like a spiral, suggesting
something endless, not infinite repetition,
but infinity.
XXI. Vapor [Djerzinsk, 1994]
On another scale the light is more significant
as when you dream and become minute then
tremendous—both true because it
is you who are dreaming. You haven’t
come up with any images to describe this
thing and, as when, unexpected, you see
a giant serpent across the road or a
shark with big teeth in the eddy, no
one will believe you when you tell them—you
haven’t got a witness.
XXIII. Florette [St. Petersburg, 1993]
But alas, there is proof! Your mother was
there and remembers it too and mothers
don’t lie, or if they do they at
least bear enough weight to convince
the court to give you a moment on the
stand, which you take for the mike. The
magnification permits you to encourage
your best features and assert, erect
and singular, sizzling, momentarily,
thanks to this trick, or treat.
XXV. Couple [Norilsk, 1995]
Forget abstract meaning, those conflicts
between the warm inside and the outside,
vast but most often frozen. Settle into
condensation—clumsiness, and clutter,
a botanical cohesion of light structures,
the intimacies kept or recreated in what
seems no time at all. There are those
occasional moments when we find ourselves
in so much space yet rubbing shoulders,
side by side despite our personal, and—for
the weather—appropriate warmth.
We won’t look back so cannot fully
forge the valley behind us nor, as it
indicates tangentially, the rise ahead.