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Jefferson Hansen
Why I Am Not a Christian
20 pages
1997

 

An exploration of religion, thought, and what it means to be an inquisitor, this work takes us on a demanding journey toward understanding. The means by which one gets there, however, challenge tradition and complacency.

The genesis of this poem occurred while in an exhibit on Islam in a Toronto museum. It suddenly dawned on me the power of monotheism: a single, all-powerful, immaterial god makes the believer always in possession of truth and power, no matter how far from home. While European and Roman expansionism cannot be attributed solely to religion, Christian monotheism did, I think, play a part.

I did some research. I came to see the advent of Christianity in Rome as not a wholly negative event; however, it ultimately destroyed the more anarchic paganism in the name of a unifying system. Since I place the source of political liberty and artistic creation in the pole of human organization termed anarchism, this was a negative event indeed.

The poem traces my struggles with an through these issues and associated ones. So the poem is a comic wrestle: I as poet am too small and desperate to 'understand' the history -- which includes me -- in the traditional Western sense of the word. As Maurice Merleau-Ponty has pointed out, Western philosophy aims to dominate being. The same can be said of some of its most celebrated poetry. This way of approaching experience not only seems impossible to me, but also dangerous.

So I offer these traces, these tangents, these parcels of thought, words, mystification. I hope to open more than close.

But to insist on openness is itself a form of tyranny.

--JH